A Blog About....NOTHING.

So pretty much, this post is gonna be about nothing and everything.
Make sense? My window broke today, don't ask because I'm not gonna tell..lol.
I'm trying to thaw out and it's no use. So I decided to get on my blog and start writing. About what? Beats me. Guess I'll figure it out along the way.
Ohh ya, I'm also aware that I'm wearing jeans in the pic to the side.
Now, before anyone starts shoving the bible down my throat, let me just say, I don't wear my jeans in public. I wear them more as pajama pants because they keep me warm.
I actually still do have my conviction with wearing pants in public so it's all good.
:)

You know what's amazingly awesome? I stopped looking for a special someone, my other half, a guy..whatever you want to call it and now, I've got about 4 guys interested.
Ya..WOW. Sooo shocking I had to step back a minute and pinch myself.
The only thing that sucks is that none of them are in church.
Is that a big deal? Yes.
I'm trying to get back in so I don't need to date anyone who will just drag me out.
But I figure, maybe I can invite them to church..preferably not all at the same time tho, that could be somewhat of a disaster..or make me look like a "pimpette"...hahahah..ya sure, when pigs fly!

Now the bad part.
The harder I try to get back into church, the more the devil throws in my way.
It's heartbreaking this last thing he threw in my way.
and hey, maybe it wasn't the devil.
Like people say, he gets WAYY too much credit as it is.
Pretty much, I lost my best friend. No, not in the death kindov way (it sure feels like it tho) but more of a falling out.
It's a loong story which I'm sure none of you are interested in hearing..but blah.
I feel like I lost my other half..well, she kindov is my other half, she is my twin and all.
I dunno..I guess things like that happen.
Life.....it goes on.
What are you gonna do?

You know what I really miss?
Believe it or not, but I used to write little messages, sermons, things to preach, I dunno what to call it and it was almost every night I would write something inspiring and now i don't do that anymore.
I know why I don't do it anymore, I don't get any inspirations because I'm not in church anymore (I am now, but wasn't then.)
It was always amazing because I always thought preachers did stuff like that.
I mean, who am I that God would give me a message soo strong that it would make me actually want to get up there and preach it to the youth?
Someone who used to be sooo shy that when a stranger would look at me, I would start crying.
It's just crazy.


Quick question:
What does the bible say about Weed?
I would ask my pastor but how do you bring up a subject like weed to a pastor?
Is God against it?
or is it not that big of a deal because people don't consider it a drug since it's known more as an herb.
I hear people always saying that Man made alchohol but God made herb..so who are you gonna trust?
But really, what DOES God say about it?
what do YOU think about it?

No, I'm not admitting to anything or trying to justify it, so don't read anything into that question.
I can't give a reason as to why I would ask such an "out there" question because then I would be ratting out too many people..
oops..that may be ratting out people even if no one knows who I'm talking about..
are you still following or did I lose you back on the broken window?

But seriously, I really am curious to hear your answers so don't be shy, that's my job!

I guess that's it for now.
When I think of something far more interesting, I'll write it then.
Until then, I leave you with this,
cute little dancing "Grease" people with a strange woman's face that I find very amusing..but then again, it could be because it's 3 am and I get weirder the later it gets.